It was Aay's Hen Night!


went to Howl at the Moon in Somerset and got home around 2AM.. the music was okay, some songs were not familiar (at all!) but all in all it was fun.. i think aay enjoyed it too. :-) there was a dare that aay had to do on stage and we also played 'truth or dare' for her but it turned out to be an easy one, coz she knew EVERY detail of her and Gie!:D

My first muay thai experience was very tiring...

Yesterday, i went to try muay thai at fight g and i swear...different ito! i had fun and at the same time i felt a little stupid, like i'm a 'bobo' for doing it... others seem to be super pro na to MT that i got embarassed for being a newbie.. hehe.. i wasn't sure if i'm doing it right and its quite hard to do some of their routine.. but, after a few tries i got the hang of it.:D (i think)luckily, today my body's not aching.. i actually feel fine and surprisingly, i wanted to do more... your whole body's working out, you can burn alot of fats and you'll sweat like a pig.. panalo! You get to release stress pa and if you want to include it, then sige pati anger..:D There are other benefits pa.. cutiepie on the side.. (but of course, i have to focus, asus! ndi naman nagpunta don to make pa-cute!) :p

I'll definitely try it again or perhaps enroll!

"When you're tired of the world, when times feel like a living hell, when it feelis like you have failed and fallen short of your expectations.. it doesn't hurt to believe in a better day... Coz even wounds, no matter how deep, will fight to heal.. and they eventually will.."

I need a hobby... a diversion...

the rain makes me feel sleepy and sometimes gloomy... don't know why...but it does...

It's funny how it makes me want to crawl into bed and watch a movie, listen to my Twilight Saga, take a nap, or read a book...
I don't know, maybe this triggered because I've heard some bad news this past weekend, it makes me want to stay in bed.. wish i can forget everything! I wanna wake up one day and not feel the hate in my heart...
Although I've realized one thing about all this... i can never escape the pain but atleast i can choose between doing what is right or go with the flow-believing it will be alright. I need time to perfectly heal so i chose to believe. I'm taking one step at a time now, on things actually, either that will be a good thing or a bad thing, i honestly don't know and maybe don't care... Everyday i read passages from 'God calling', it keeps reminding me to 'believe & obey'... I have to go back again in that direction, stop worrying and forcing myself to be okay. Enjoy each day, be thankful for simple things.. Everything will fall into its right place... i know.. :)


"Be patient towards all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. Do not seek the answers, which cannot be given now; rather live the questions. All good things come to those who wait. Patience is the companion of wisdom. It is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.."